Everyone’s getting into my first choice college, but me. Even though I haven’t heard from them yet, I pretty much know the outcome. The worst part about all this is I know I don’t even deserve to go there. I just didn’t work hard enough in high school. So I’m not going to mope around anymore because there’s nothing I can do about it now. All I can do is take my acceptances to my other options, choose one, start new in college and work hard so I could transfer in two years. I’m gonna take this mistake and the lesson from it to college so I won’t have to feel this feeling of not trying hard enough again.